the reason i might not be coming or appearing

by

it's because i'm not gonna make a difference

seeing tons of people it doesn't comfort me at all
the more people the more i feel irritated
and i'll be the one who's gonna hide in the corner
who's gonna camouflage myself with the wall
i'll not be seen
and you won't bother to find me
because you, you're different with me
you love it
you love it
i hate it
i hate what you love
and i, no matter how hard i try, will never gonna fit in this.