Archive for March 2012


gw mau cerita kisah tragis cinta dan persahabatan binatang2 di gedung SR yang berujung matinya Hitler, kucing SR. kejadiannya hari Senin sore kemarin, dan Hitler udah dimakamin kemaren malem...

jadi di gedung SR dan sekitarnya (kantin arsi) itu ada 2 binatang yang berdomisili disitu, yah pokonya tiap hari keliarannya disitu. yang pertama namanya hitler, dia kucing kampung gitu warnanya putih ada corak itemnya, dan karena ada corak item di atas mulutnya yang mirip kumis hitler maka dia dinamai hitler. nah yang kedua itu anjing namanya roti, kenapa namanya roti gw kurang tau, pokonya dia adalah anjing ramah yang agak murahan gt sama siapa aja mau. hitler dan roti ini sebagai sesama binatang yang suka berkeliaran di daerah gedung sr, akhirnya jadi sahabat deket gitu. walopun yang satu anjing yang satu kucing dan persahabatan mungkin kaya ngelawan fitrah, tapi mereka ga peduli, seerat itu deh pokonya persahabatan mereka.
nah, ga lama ini, roti baru punya pacar, anjing betina warna coklat agak gold gitu. namanya siapa masih jadi polemik, kemaren baru isi kuesioner buat ngasih nama, tapi sementara ini nama yang paling populer sih morrin (jodohnya roti).

senin sore kemaren, di depan kantin arsi, hitler sama roti lagi main-main lucu gitu, ya seperti biasanya mereka main-main. mereka kaya saling gonggong-gonggongan dan meong-meongan dan kaya main-main berantem gitu. yah sama aja kaya kita kali ya, suka soksok berantem tapi berantem-berantem becanda antar temen gitu, nah hitler sama roti juga main kaya gitu. nah tapi pas mereka lagi maen, melintaslah morrin. morrin sebagai pendatang baru yang ga terlalu kenal hitler, salah paham dengan situasi yang dia liat. dia kira roti lagi berantem sama hitler. sebagai pacar baru yang mau cari muka dan soksok pahlawan, akhirnya dia (ceritanya) mau bantuin roti. morrin ngegigit hitler di lehernya. karena gigitan di leher itu lumayan fatal akhirnya hitler mati...... roti udah marah banget sama morrin sampe gonggong-gonggong marah gitu katanya, terus morrin jadi bingung gara-gara roti marah, akhirnya morrin pergi... dan mereka marahan gitu.

tragis banget kisah mereka, kalo lo masih ngerasa kurang bisa menghayati kisah tragis ini, coba aja lo bayangin, lo punya sahabat, terus lo baru jadian. tiba-tiba pacar baru lo ngebunuh sahabat lo. pas lo marah ke pacar lo, dia malah ninggalin lo gitu aja. gimana rasanya? dalem sobbbbb....


RIP Hitler, semoga hidupmu indah di alam sana ya....

kemana selama ini tangan menggapai-gapai
dan angan berandai-andai
sepertinya takkan pernah sampai.


1,2,3... tahan napas...
ga perlu kasur kok ga perlu, hammock kaya gini di kamar aja cukup kayanya

is there something no one has ever googled before?

blessed are those who have faith in those unseen, unheard but never unfelt. for believing eases burden, and when the soul is in joy so the body will be.
blessed i am to have been introduced such a gleeful feeling of believing - of holding on to something - of having somewhere to come home always.

i really feel like unfriending you right now. don't misjudge, nothing's wrong. it's just that i really want to talk to a complete stranger about something, but i can only picture myself talking to you. it's bad, you know me too well.

for the dearest

This post is gonna be the longest post i've ever made in 2012 by far, and this i present to my car Epo.



meet my dearest bestfriend. call him Epo. he's my mojo ride; ever since i started driving cars i've been driving him. i've driven other cars, too, but most of the time it's him.
call me weird or what, but this car has been very very dear to me. idk, he's just like a buddy. kemana-mana hampir selalu Epo yang jadi andalan. pernah super baret-baret, penyok, lecet-lecet, sampai akhirnya kemaren baru aja dicat ulang sampai dia super mulus dan ganteng, i feel like falling in love with him all over again.
Epo udah tua, dia Lancer Evo III keluaran taun 1994. kaki-kakinya udah ga jelas, jendelanya udah banyak yg rusak, kuncinya udah ga bener, apalagi radio udah deh gausah ditanya. tapi mesinnya, duh gila bagus banget. beneran mantep banget. tanya semua orang yang pernah test-drive Epo. they'll say he's the manliest car, ever!

he's maybe flawed, but i think he's the best. sempet ada rencana untuk jual Epo. tapi gw ga mau, gw lebih milih nabung buat benerin dan bagusin dia. tabungan gw kmrn sempet dipake buat cat ulang dia. rencananya gw lg nabung lagi buat benerin kaki-kaki dan audionya. oiya, pasang kaca film juga. pokonya, gw udh punya rencana macem2 deh sama dia. sama sekali ga kepikiran mau ganti mobil laen.

hari ini, Epo dibeli orang. padahal sebenernya ga niat dijual sih, asalnya mau jual mobil yang laen, tapi orang itu liat Epo, terus ditawar beli. banyak pertimbangan, akhirnya Epo dijual. besok, Epo udah resmi bukan milik gw lg.
rasanya aneh banget, kayanya pertama kalinya deh gw sesedih ini melepas sesuatu milik gw (padahal yg beli mobil itu pun bukan gw). tadi gw abis jalan-jalan terakhir sama Epo. lumayan, ngetol, doing some 100++ kph with him haha, and he's a nice ride as always.

take care Epo.



Lancer kesayangan gw, yg selalu diprotes sama temen-temen kampus gw, "kok plat-nya B sih ceu?" kalo ketemu mobil ini di jalan, salamin ya!


he's gone nearly 160 kph, and he could do more! haha mimpi kali ya geber dia sampe 240


dulu waktu belum di-tuneup, susah banget nyalain Epo terutama kalo dini hari pulang abis gawe gitu, haha. pasti sekali dua kali gagal distarter, sampe harus diem dulu sambil nepuk-nepuk dasbor Epo, "ayo Epo, jalan dong Epo"


did i mention i shared this car with my brother? well, this is his - gantungan spion ramones


AC Epo biarpun lawas tapi dingin hahahaha, bikin mabok AC!!


always love the little peek we always take every now and then here :D



my daily view from the driver's seat! handsome Epo!!


mungkin gw terdengar agak maniak atau drama queen bikin post sepanjang ini cuma buat mobil doang, haha, tapi beneran gw sayang banget sama Epo. i feel like i'm obliged to make 'a tribute post for Epo' hahahaha :p tomorrow he'll be taken away from my garage and someone's garage will be his new home. i'll miss you verrrrry much Epo, doain mobil gw yg selanjutnya bakal lebih kece dari dia ya, hahahaha.


a must have in my future house: a reading room with a window-seat.



a very devastating video of what's happening on the other side of the globe. it's such a shame that it has been happening for such a long time yet the name Kony had never been heard of before (well at least i haven't heard about him before).
so little i can do to help, but i hope this will just do. please spare some time to just watch, and just spread the words.

p.s. anaknya lucuuuu!!!! :3


lagi iseng browsing2 tiba2 liat ini.... open requirement buat internship program di RBR team gt. haha terus jadinya kepo-kepo, pengen sih rawrrr tapi background pendidikan kayanya ga memenuhi hahaha, terus baca2, katanya gausah pake CV atau pengalaman atau segala macem keribetan yang kaya gitu, tinggal ikut online test, kalo lulus dikasih kode terus bisa daftar, submit application form terus kalo berhasil tinggal video interview gt. ga ditanyain educational background atau experience sama sekali. rawrrr terus dengan semangat iseng2 berhadiah pun ikutan si online testnya dan ternyata... lulus! tring. dikasih kode gitu. abis itu mau daftar, pas mau daftar iseng (lagi) liat terms&conditionsnya, ternyata......
applicationnya cuma terbuka buat residents of UK aja
if only i could live in UK, oh dear milton keynes! duh beneran (agak) sedih ini mah T___T


udah lama ga belajar literally belajar kaya gini, rasanya antara excited tapi pengen jungkir balik rrawrrrr (terus ga betah mantengin pdf mulu jadi maen2 ke safari, tapi malah kelamaan nyangkut di safari gak balik-balik ke pdf)
semangat menghadapi gelombang uts, interiotss!

all hail kurt cobain





i wish i could ignorantly dismiss all your opinion and thoughts about me, but i can't help, i cared about how you see me. i feel like wanting to jump out in front of you, be just freakin mad and confront your mocking look on me. but instead, i stayed shut. i knew the blame wasn't on you, for your disappointment and for walking away from me, but it wasn't on me either. i wish i could clear the strange look on your face, that looked as if saying; where has my long-lost dearest friend gone?
i wish i could live up to your expectation, but i couldn't. i wish i could do things that will continue to please and impress you; i could, but i wouldn't.


i hate how we are so helpless about that.

one of mankind's feelings i really hate to have, is feeling of superiority over others. like, what, i'm smarter  than you, i'm prettier, i'm wealthier, blah blah blah. it's disgusting, but i still have to admit that every now and then those feelings of superiority strike me. it's like, a thought you cannot avoid having, it crossed your mind for a moment or two. then you realized how low the thought was, you tried to erase it from your mind, then you immediately felt disgusted with yourself.

pikiran sombong kayak gitu mungkin manusiawi. siapa sih yang gak pernah merasa kayak gitu? secara gak sadar merasa lebih baik dari orang lain. maybe it's just a part of being human - we can't help having those no-good feelings, but we can sort it out, choosing what's appropriate and what's not.