18.8.10

maaf Tuhan, banyak hal yang aku tunda saat ini.
sebagian karena aku belum siap, sebagian karena ada hal yang lebih baik disimpan untuk kemudian hari daripada disegerakan sekarang.
maaf Tuhan, karena untuk itu, banyak fakta yang aku abukan dan banyak situasi yang kubuat tidak nyaman.
aku pun tidak nyaman.
tapi aku belum siap.
dan aku memilih kata 'nanti' daripada 'sekarang'.

apakah ini sebuah kepengecutan ataukah keberanian, aku tidak tahu.
semoga ini yang terbaik.
maaf karena banyak yang aku tunda, dan kata maaf ini termasuk untuk diriku sendiri.

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17.8.10

kuliyeah

crazy, i miss what i learned in school.
i miss writing in classes.
or do something with numbers.

i don't know if i'm gonna miss it the way i do now if i do it in daily basis.
i mean, do the mathematics and physics and all stuffs like that.

but now as i'm leaving it all, i miss it.
a little.
hmm.

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di tengah2 ngerjain tugas

sinar matahari yang berlebihan.
sebuah bentukan tiga dimensi dari kertas padalarang.
bayangan hitam atau abu-abu di atas putih.

seperti yang tak nyata tapi ada.
tak terpikirkan tapi terasa.

implisit.

menyenangkan, kan? menciptakan kesan-kesan yang begitu samar tetapi tak bisa dibilang tak ada.
shadows are the loveliest thing of 3D :)

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16.8.10

i spared you

i have a strong feeling that someday there's gonna be something
i will patiently wait till that day comes
no need to urge, no need to ask for that day to come fast

i never know why i can be so sure.
i never know.

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15.8.10

If you were the road
I'd go all the way
If you were the night
I'd sleep in the day
If you were the day
I'd cry in the night
'Cause you are the way
The truth and the light
If you were a tree
I could put my arms around you
And you could not complain
If you were a tree
I could carve my name into your side
And you would not cry,
'Cos trees don't cry

If you were a man
I would still love you
If you were a drink
I'd drink my fill of you
If you were attacked
I would kill for you
If your name was Jack
I'd change mine to Jill for you
If you were a horse
I'd clean the crap out of your stable
And never once complain
If you were a horse
I could ride you through the fields at dawn
Through the day until the day was gone
I could sing about you in my songs
As we rode away into the setting sun

If you were my little girl
I would find it hard to let you go
If you were my sister
I would find it doubly so
If you were a dog
I'd feed you scraps from off the table
Though my wife complains
If you were my dog
I am sure you'd like it better
Then you'd be my loyal four legged friend
You'd never have to think again
And we could be together till the end

if by the divine comedy
sweet tp lawak haha :))
knp ya semua lagu yg judulnya if liriknya bagus? (lebay padahal mh baru juga tau 2)
(dan oiya belum nemu juga download lagu ini dmn -,-)

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14.8.10

another scout's day :)

for the smile you've painted on my face
for the laughter you've shared with me
for the worry you made me feel in waiting to hear from you
for the relief everytime i could reach you again
for the days spent, deeply longing to see you again
for the rare moments when we could see each other for awhile
for the distance, but never a separation
for the company you would always offer me
for the hand i could always ask for

for the togetherness
for the time
for the experience
for the emotions
for the guilt
for the sorry
for the chance to learn
for the chance to mend what is broken

for the talk, for the silence


for the story that had started
for the journey that had begun
for the path i've been walking on,
for the person who's been walking along beside me

for it all,
i feel incredibly grateful
thank you

happy first anniversary, mi querido, mi precioso :)
i blablabla you ;p

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13.8.10

pengen suasana ramadan waktu masih kecil deh.

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hands down deh

minggu2 kemaren waktu belom mulai kuliah

bapa: gimana de, udah siap kuliah senin?
dena: hmmmm (ngejawab ga niat)
bapa: udah tau parkir mobil dimana?
ibu: (nimbrung) di parkir sr dong... tau kan de?
dena: tau, tapi bukannya di situ suka penuh ya?
kang ais: (ikut nimbrung juga) iya de penuh buangeet, kalo mau parkir di situ harus nyubuh!
dena: tuhkan kalo mau dapet parkir sr harus pagi-pagi, lagian anak tpb emg boleh ya parkir disitu
bapa: yaudah, kalo gitu dena dateng nyubuh aja! pagi-pagi setengah lima langsung parkirin mobil disini, nanti dijemput dulu pulang, sarapan, terus nanti sama ibu dianter lagi ke kampus
semua: .... (krik krik krik)
bapa: yang penting kan dapet parkir dulu! yang penting dena dapat parkir!
semua: ..........

sungguh ayah saya memang seorang magister teknik yang pikirannya "sangat efisien" -_-

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11.8.10

ga usah dijawab juga gapapa

saya butuh pendapat.

ada yang punya?
atau mau, kalau nanti saya kasihtau tentang apa?

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bulan ramadhan

saya suka bulan ramadhan juga salah satunya karena semua jadi lebih positif. mulai dari lingkungan teman-teman, semua mendadak jadi setingkat lebih religius haha, terus attitude orang-orang lebih kejaga dan lebih enak dilihat, acara-acara televisi atau radio atau semacamnya juga jadi lebih berkualitas, iklan juga jd penuh hikmah dibalik cerita haha pokonya seneng ga sih sm atmosfer bulan ramadhan? sayangnya semua ini cuma terjadi selama sebulan dalam setahun ya hmm semoga nanti-nanti hal-hal yang baik kaya gini bukan cuma karena bulan ramadhan aja, tapi emang berlanjut sampe seterus-terus-terus-terusnya, amiin :)

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