blah, i abandoned you, didn't i?

well this is the reason: because my life is both a fucking flat routine and a super great excitement at the same time. so i am just confused on which side to tell. hmm, and i find it quite hard to go online and browse things aside from tasks and assignments. rweaaallly feel a lack of time now. hm hmm.

aduh bingung lah mau nulis apa ckck bingung sih, i'm like super confused about everything now. zz. mending galau deh drpd bingung ye ga sih haha, bingung tuh ga produktif gitu.

ah iya nih, super ga produktif.

i waaaaaantttt pianooo i want guitaar i want druum i want frieeends and music sooo baaaaaadddddddd.