gamau sendirian

tp kalo bareng rame-rame sama yang lain juga, entah kenapa lg not in mood buat banyak ngobrol dan banyak bercanda, jadi ujung-ujungnya sih sendirian jg

tp gamau bener2 sendiri bgt

do i just need my friends as a disguise for my loneliness?

one more

i stick to my principles

but i feel uncomfortable to stand out against other people who doesn't go with my principles

ah dear self, i hate you for being so like this.