just arrived home after having a very very very tiring and under-pressure day, had my first day of period (don't ask about the stomachache i had), haven't eaten anything but just one/two bites of lumpia basah, given a very INSANE task to do, got so sweaty and smelly and messed up, and have to accept the fact that i am going to face this kind of life almost everyday until we-don't-know-when-exactly.