i can do nothing but to try my best to control it, actually :p

there are moments when you see someone (it's usually girls) and you know you're gonna hate him/her. this happens, like, a zillion times -,- and everytime you're in the same room or same activity with him/her you feel disturbed, without even knowing what do you dislike from him/her. you just HATE him/her. you do, you don't need any reasoning for that. i know it's bad, but once again it's just like an instinct -,-

okay so now i have this certain person whom i REALLY REALLY dislike but i DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY. isn't it immature? but believe me, i tried so hard to be neutral to her, but yeah it's impossible. the feeling just come when i see her: i. dislike. her. very. very. very. very. much.

known as PMS. okay it's widely accepted in whole world, and it's just like: every girls have their certain date to be allowed to show their bad mood, to be hyper-sensitive and all, thanks to PMS. so everytime we start to act like a child, get to our nerves even for the most unimportant thing, we have this PMS as an excuse. haha. feels safe? but still, i hate it. i always feel childish after i show my uncontrolled emotion, being exaggerating and act so immature. it's not cool. it's annoying, i know that.

huahahaha this is a guilty pleasure for sure. it's like a continuation for the first point - but you've finally found a reasoning to it, and you have your team (your other girls, who apparently feel the same way about that very same person). then you start your chitty-chatty session, badmouthing this person, stalking his/her activities and mocking every lame things. feels like playing for "mean girls"? it happens all the time. we actually do that often :p

"oh no i gain weight!!" "shit i have this pimple above my left eyebrow!" "i CAN'T wear this stripey shirt, this will make my belly looks BIG!" well i'm lucky that i've never been a girl who worry much about my weight. but common girls constantly worry about their shapes. well it's actually not annoying at all, it even shows that you take care of yourself. in some cases it's good as long as you still have your confidence with you. but it becomes annoying when skinny girls actually start to complain about how fat they are - they really need to have their eyes checked -,-

dan sebenernya mwasih banyak lagi (especially when it's about a relationship). haha. tapi asa lagi males nulis ey :p dan kalo nulis yang aneh2 tar dikira curcol. sumpeh deh ini bukan curcol seriusan haha. it's general, really. i'll post more later - kalo udah nemu kata-kata yang cukup netral biar ga dikira curcol hmm.