first time of my life i really really hate to post.

this is the cause:
well..




hiks, i'm really in a deep sorrow ;(
i made a very happy 8 days living with Jerry, though maybe he might not feel the same :( as i deliver him to death, i'm really really soooorrry.
as i said maybe the cause is more of his stress; being owned by such a human being like me, hahaha. you may say so, but now i'm so regretful that maybe i have been the cause of his death this morning.
well, Jerry, i hope you don't feel any suffering at your leaving. i hope whatever may have caused it, it didn't cause you any suffer and you might have left the world in peace :)

you're my very first pet that i take care of my own, and i think i had failed :( forgive me jerry, i will always cherish everything we had experienced together

(duh, mulay berlebay. berasa ditinggal mati calon suami ajah. nauzubillah ah!)
heheheh.
cukup sehari ini ah jd hari dukacita sy.

with mourn,
tinceuu