dua pagi

saatnya menonton episode melankolik kehidupan, profil lepas-kamera pasca babak adu pencitraan di waktu puncak jam tayang. malam dan rasa sendirian, kombinasi sempurna untuk memamerkan pikiran paling telanjang. tanpa polesan. entah erangan atau serangan, pokoknya semua yang dipendam.
eksibisi diri minus nafsu akan atensi.

dua pagi dapat jadi dua pagi: neraka para monofobik, nirwana para agorafobik.

pikat itu pukat,
dan banyak yang suka hati masuk perangkap, berharap dapat mendekat,
tapi malah terjerat. di dalam pukat.
pukat, bukan pikat.


"makanya, jangan sembarangan lempar pukat"


dua mangkuk besar nasi goreng bakso bumbu barbeque, hangat. rasa boleh dijamin, siapa yang menjamin? lapar di perut yang menjamin. aih, nikmatnya malam tahun baru ala kadarnya. seperti nostradamus untuk tahun 2012, a la nasi goreng barbeque. enak gak enak, yang penting sama-sama.

is it the truth or is it what we mutually agreed to perceive as truth?
maybe it's both, or maybe it's something we are perceived to see as both

explosions in the sky went real


yesterday i went to bed with fever. then, i had a peculiar dream in which i saw moon explodes.
the moon in my dream was big, round, bright, and immensely beautiful. astonishing, very pleasing.
after the explosion, the sky were filled with the moondusts. so we had a sky looking foggy, but with grayish smokes and dusts. sent shivers down my spine, but still beautiful. picturesque.
but well anyhow i'd much prefer moon to stay in its very own place, and stay the same bright big round beautiful moon every night.

baru merasakan efek facebook timeline.
hmmmmmm.................................. (bahkan bukan facebook sendiri)

selamat pagi,

sampai hampir tengah hari ia duduk sendiri menanti sebaris ucapan selamat pagi




hingga tengah hari datang, ia tak bosan, tak juga putus harapan. kini ia menanti ucapan selamat siang.

twenty-twelve

yesterday (or perhaps the day before yesterday) in the midst of the merry celebration of new year, i was thinking... what was it to celebrate about? there were so much hustle and bustle of it, but it actually was just that very same 23:59 to 00:00..... it happened every day.
so what's to celebrate? i personally just fancy the fireworks. seeing explosion all over towns, colors bursting on the pitch black sky, it's beautiful.
i don't mean to sound sarcastic to people who were so much into the new year. i celebrated it, too. with my friends. i told you, i liked the fireworks. but what i like more, is that new year creates moment. for those who's been completely devastated, down-in-the-dump, they're completely longing for the beginning. the moment when your timeline is filled with hopes.. hopes of the new beginning, opening the new chapter and crossing fingers for better living.

but we can't always wait for the moment. new year only comes around in another 365 days; during those one can face so many highs and lows of life. don't rely on the dates, create our own moment. we won't have to wait another year for a turning point, right?

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took time to actually understand this.... but in its way is somehow funny.

officially creating an archive for 2012 by this post.